『妳好臭。妳身上好臭。』媽媽都聞到我肺部腐蝕的氣味，焦油附著在指頭上，她聞到了，那還能怎麼辦呢。有一種人，在需要幫忙時才會現身的隱形幽靈，而為什麼我還要在最後這兩天接收他的哀求，不是不想幫忙，只是我還在倦怠。剩下一天，那些疤和摔跤幾乎與我無關，對於那些狡詐攻擊，我早已不恨了，還是從來都只是進入然後滑出，明年是不是更該記得諸如此類的種種，但這樣難到不會太吝嗇了嗎，莫非不這麼做便會讓自己置身於荒誕裡，重蹈覆轍，但我持有的矛盾必定是得無止盡地循環下去，向著未來前進，朝著本源後退，嗯。



All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away
Getting strong today, a giant step each day

I've been told only fools rush in, only fools rush in
But I don't believe, I don't believe- I could still fall in love with you

I will love you till I die, and I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time
All my time until I die, we'll float in space just you and I
So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time

I'll love you to death, I guess that's what you get
And I don't know where we are all going to

Love don't get stranger, it is what it is
And I don't know where we are all going to

Everything happens today, and that's what you get
And I don't know where we are all going to

親愛的朋友，Happy New Year's Eve.
即便是滯留著，我想我們總是充滿愛與關懷。
希望明年我們都能更熱愛生命。